It's hard for a young nineteen year old girl to learn that she's a lesbian, but it's even harder when you learn that you're attracted to your own step-mother.  Penny Pax came into my life when my real step-mother left, and I accepted and loved Penny immediately.  When my step-father divorced Penny, I was given the choice to stay with her or to come away with him.  I chose her.  I know I will always choose her.  The problem is that Penny is a good woman, she knows it's wrong to be intimate with her own step-daughter, even IF she had feelings for me.  I don't know that she has feelings for me, and after years of heart wrenching lust for her, I decided to pursue another woman.. and that woman is my teacher, Mrs. Mona Wales.   I wish I could tell you that I made sweet, sweet love with Mona Wales, but it didn't quite work out that way.  I came home crying, and when Penny came after me, I slammed the door in her face.  I was devastated.  I couldn't tell a soul how I was rejected.  I felt badly about slamming the door, screaming at my dear step-mother to "go away."  That night I came out of my room and into the living room to watch a movie with her.  I meant to just watch the movie innocently with her, to be near her would soothe the pain of Mrs. Wales' rejection.  I swear to you, dear reader, that I wanted to be a good girl, but the bad girl always finds her way out of me.  Watch the story unfold..