Sometimes it hurts doesn't it? You just so desperately want to reach through the screen and touch Me. You need My attention so badly it almost physically hurts you. You feel such a deep longing for your Goddess' attention and gaze. I have so much power over you, and that turns you on. It pushes you deeper and deeper into your total Goddess obsession. Every day you have to get your fix of Me. Every day you have such a strong urge to message Me, and hear My voice. But you know that I don't care about you. I actually don't even know you exist 99% of the time, if ever. You know the only way to get My attention is through sending money. And for the split second when I get that cash notification, I remember that you exist, and I think about you for a fraction of a second. And in that tiny second you feel validated. You feel at peace as that longing urge subsides....but within a few minutes it's already back. And you repeat this process again.