The gorgeous Doctor who castrated you is also your sexual health therapist haha. I can see you’re having a difficult time coping with the loss of your manhood. Just be thankful you have enough skin left over to create a vagina if need be plus there is a something called femdom. I've already prescribed tons of men who now have healthy ways of experiencing sexual gratification without cumin at all. I am predicting after a few years of fendom therapy you won’t even notice that your cock and balls have been completely removed. Trust your therapist I am highly trained and skill in help men with these types of amputations.