Recently, you haven't felt like you. In fact, on a deeper level, you feel lost. You  find yourself just wandering through life. It was your submission that gave you a new focus, a purpose. You can't ignore you new need to worship the divine, the all powerful. Your devotion is what makes you feel alive. You will let go of all negative thoughts, feelings, and sense them leaving your body. Only then will you be unburdened. Willingly, you will accept your fate, your path, knowing that it was meant to be. Your desires will now align with mine, as the negativity leaves your body.