I want you to know that it's okay. I know about your curiosity. You want to know how it would feel and taste to have a dick in your mouth. Your desire to try it is so strong that it sometimes overwhelms all of your other fantasies. It's all you can think about when you masturbate now and this worries you. But, there's no need for that. You're curious and that's okay. Curiosity doesn't mean you're gay.
In fact, you're fascination with experiencing the feel and taste of cock really turns me on. I love the idea of seeing you sucking on a huge dick, or sliding your ass down onto a fat hard cock. I get off watching gay porn. The looks of ecstasy on those men's faces drives me wild. I want to see that look on your face. So, don't worry honey. It's okay to give in. Let me guide you through a sensual, heart-racing, gay experience. Let yourself go in ecstasy of your dick-filled fantasy.