I really wanted to go out and have fun with my new friend that evening, but I had not yet come to terms with myself, I still did not know how horny I was, so horny that I could no longer wait for that evening to arrive, the waiting it was getting too exhausting now. And, then, I said to myself: "today I'm so horny that I'm already getting wet even before I see his cock and feel it between my thighs and my ass, it would be a good idea to have some fun alone, I also have everything my ass already wet, sometimes I AM just a SLUT. " As soon as the thought flashed into my head, I knew perfectly well what I had to do: the full knowledge that I had to break my ass at that precise moment pervaded me completely. Mulling over how to make him share in my being a slut, I said to myself: "I really think I'll make a video while I play alone and then I'll send him the video just to keep him from gnawing, even if the asshole will cum all over, but it'll be better so at least he'll fuck my ass properly tonight.