Madison is your Queen, you just adore her. And you just want her to be happy. And if that means watching her play with dicks more suitable to her needs, so be it. You actually enjoy it. You have come to terms with the fact you'll never be adequate for Madison. So all you get to do is watch. Watch her tease her bull's cock until it's nice and hard. Rub some oil all over it and play with it when it's hard. She loves feeling his hard cock in her hands. Your little dick will never fill her hands like that. Looks like her bull is enjoying it too.