Love has never worked out for you, you've spent your life in a sea of endless rejection. I want to believe that there is someone out there for everyone, but you're too insufferable to ever find someone to deal with you for more than 5 minutes. You're not cut out to feel true intimate connection, and that's why you pay hot, mean women like me to put you in your place. Hardcore humiliation from me is as close as you're going to get to true intimacy. Stroke, send and sexualize your rejection.