Utmost Restraint and I are deep into play by the time we make our way into Part Two (see Part One). I have been in a physically uncomfortable position for well over 40 minutes at this point, both my mind and body are saturated with sensations to attend to, and I have entered a pretty deep level of fear in regard to the cattle prod. Therefore, as we open into Part Two, I am fairly discombobulated already, and yet, Utmost Restraint leads me deeper into play. After adding some electrodes on my abs and thighs, it makes breathing feel nearly impossible when they are in contract mode. I am faced with the cattle prod on a number of occasions, and it's simply safe to say that I do not want to experience any more intense electro torment. And yet, we continue on into the gray area of pushing beyond that which you want to do no longer. It is obvious that I am full to the brim, as I begin crying very easily at this point. Even orgasms make me want to cry. But, boy, are they simply divine when achieved in this beyond place. Thanks, Utmost, for this special experience :)
