You acknowledge that you are a total sexual rejection. At your age you are not able to talk to women, of course you are a pussyless loser. How the fuck you think you can impress us?  You are a sexual rejection, you have always been like this and you have to live like this for the rest of your life, nothing it's gonna change, it's your essence, your spirit, your energy. But even like this you can still be useful to Me.  Come to me, impress me, beg to have my attention and I'll make you a "useful" man.