I am on my sofa. You are with me. I am asking you. No. I am pleading with you. Please let me piss? I can hold on until I finish smoking my cigarette. That is the deal we have struck. I am holding on to myself tight, whilst talking you through how I am feeling and what I am doing (in English). The need to piss is so much now, I start to rip my t-shirt open to just take my mind off of it! More and more holes are torn. My nipples are free in the wind. Damn I need to go! I leak. I beg you to let me piss further. You say no!!!! How can you say no!!! I hold on longer, until I cannot hold it any more, and I soak my jeans in small spurts. I am trying to hold on. I am trying to be a good girl. I will hold on as long as I can, for you... Maybe if I masturbate it will help...