You wanna enter into financial jeopardy in order to get that adrenaline you're craving for . You get over stimulated when you send . And you can't be noticed by me , unless you send , even if most likely I'm going to spend your hard earned money on some frivolous and unnecessary things . Despite everything you have given to me , I still don't give a fuck about you , I'm just taking advantage of you obsession . And you absolutely love it .