God, I never imagined he'd want something like that...until one morning. Waking up my son. He was moving like normal...but then, he pulled me on top of him. He was so deliberate, moving almost robotically, grabbing me, putting his hands up under my shirt...inside me, even. God, I wanted to stop it all but I was afraid. They say not to wake someone during an episode of that, this seemed like the same...and how could he not be? His cock, oh my god, he put it in me! He pumped me hard, until I found myself falling into absolute pleasure...I'm so embarrassed to admit that my pleas for him not to cum inside me slowly fell away, until I was begging for his hot cum! God, it was so horrible...but it woke something in me. I have to confront him, to tell him the truth: I want it, just as badly as he does. I want it all!