sexless betas like you always need a reminder of how impossible it'll be to lose your virginity. Look at how long it's been, look at yourself. No matter how hard you try, you'll never become anything close to an alpha male. you'll never be able to satisfy the women you helplessly fantasize about. It's the truth. Get used to denial. Accept the fact that things won't change and sexualize your celibacy. I'm going to recondition you so that you're aroused each time you're denied. you're never going to be more than an emasculated excuse of a "man" with no sex life other than thrusting your hand.