Don't think about the future. Just focus on the present. Focus on what feels good. Focus on your main priority.... why you're here today. It's to serve ME. I want you to show me that you understand nothing else matters but me and my happiness. I want you to show me what lengths you would go to for pleasing me. I want you to show me that you will risk everything to prioritize my desires. I am sick of the "I can't pay until payday" excuses. You have credit! You've worked to build it, so do something useful with it that will sting for a while, all because of goddess.... it WILL be worth it knowing that I wrecked havoc on all that hard work just for my benefit.