Everyone wants love, to find someone who makes them happy and all warm and fuzzy inside.... However, not everyone is made for it. You are a perfect example of this. Some people are just not worthy of a loving, happy relationship. Some people, like yourself, have a different purpose in life. Your purpose in life is to serve, you're here to serve me and worship me. You aren't deserving of love, after all what redeeming qualities do you have? What could you honestly bring to the table in a relationship? You're not worth loving, but you could make a perfect servant for me.