They're all point and laughing at you . Whenever you go out the world laughs at what a joke you are . You live in a constant state of agony and sadness but you can't seem to escape it . You repress true feelings in fear of inconveniencing others around you further . You're a prisoner of your own body , prisoner of your depressed mind . You can't remember the last time you went out and enjoyed yourself . Slowly but surely , you're becoming a hermit who hates himself . You hate your life and you're tired of nothing improving .