I don't blame her for leaving you. I think it's probably the best decision she's ever made. You might be upset by the divorce but she should be out there celebrating the fact that she's no longer stuck with you. I'm just amazed that she married you in the first place, its good that she finally came to her senses and realized that she didn't have to waste her life stuck with someone like you. You're an absolutely useless waste of space and you probably shouldn't bother with relationships any more. No one deserves to be with someone as pathetic as you are.