You're miserable with your reality. She was easy. It was convenient. It was the right thing to do. You had to marry her because you didn't really understand yourself. A dream woman like me makes you relive your youth and provides a reminder of what should've been. A woman like me is what you always wanted but you weren't ready. You weren't at my level. You most certainly aren't now as you age in this excruciating marriage. So instead, you sneak away to worship your dream girl. The woman you really crave. The woman that embodies a fantasy now... because that ship has long sailed and your younger days are over. Your wife makes you miserable, so instead, I am the woman you are committed to. Don't live in regret. Engage in what makes you feel alive. Look down at your wedding ring and think about how you're committed to me.
