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Heart problems i know i shouldnt, the doctors said my heart isnt good and can fail at any moment but i just cant go without working out. but now i feel the strain in the pitter patter of my heart. I get out my stethescope listening to my heart from various positions and explaing the failure i feel with every lacking beat until it fails and yet it excites me to think of those final moments as i feel my wetness and excitement talking of the what ifs of my heart will i push my self to far? will this be my final moment my only dissapointment is that i wont hear it completely fail and take its last pump in my chest if it is.