You keep using this word that I don’t believe you completely understand… You keep claiming to be relapsing into financial submission yet I never saw you leave. You really have no foot to stand on and claim you were gone and are now back if we both know that you spend each and every night lurking and scrolling through the findom tags and more specifically My pages… So admit to yourself, find the truth in your kink experience and just accept that you will never truly relapse for you can never truly leave…