There's no denying that you love this lifestyle, the ups and downs,the highs and lows of serving a powerful Misstress give you that rush that you lack otherwise in all the other aspects of your life. Keeping Me a secret only makes this addiction deeper and stronger. This secret lifestyle is your choice, the way we play is mine, and today you will see why you keep coming back for more, why you will never go for someone else ever again. Call it a vicious cycle if you want, I think it's the best thing you could've done for yourself.