There are products out there specifically designed for men that wish to be come sissy boys and I want you to look into them. There are sprays and creams made for sluts that wish to increase their breast size and shrink their manhood and I think it would be good for you to use them.  Just imagine after a month you start to notice those slight differences occurring, would you continue the use or freak out and give up? I do hope you'd continue because deep down you know you want this..