Lucid Lavender! I'm going to be your leader for this wonderful meditation. This is really to help guide you into a more elevated state of mind. I want you to start by taking a deep breath in, and release. If you feel called to tend to a particularly enthusiastic area of your body, please do so. Find yourself slowly easing into this new state of mind. Feel yourself enjoying any sensations that may be running through your body, or through your brain. Any tingling, any floating sense of being that you may feel, welcome them, don't be afraid of them. I wanna help guide you into this state, I want your mind to be more malleable for me to play with. I want your mind like putty, just for me. I'm going to guide you through a few more breaths as you find your mind weakening more. Again just sink into it, don't be afraid. Your body feels exhilarated right now. You feel tingly. You love this sensation and without even meaning to, you find your hand on your cock, don't you? You can't really help yourself, it's all you know. Touching yourself, stroking, is that just your default? You come home at the end of the day and your hand just goes straight to your cock, you haven't even been home for 15 minutes, have you? You can't hold back. I wonder if you've ever found yourself touching yourself on your way home from work in your car? I'll bet you do. You're easy to take hold of, all I had to do was make you take a few deep breaths, I even told you that you were weakening yourself for me, and now there are you, wide eyed and stroking, your mouth hanging open a little bit, drool about to slip out. Let it fall on your cock, let it lubricate your sliding little hand, up and down. I know you can't help yourself, you jerk at least three times per day. The funny thing is that I didn't even really need to weaken your mind, you were so wiling. Now take your hand off of your cock, I know it's so hard but do it, and now hold them at your sides. I am locking them in place. You can try and pull them and reach your cock but you're a good boy, a programmed boy. You can't move them, you want to listen to me, you wanna be weak, you want to be submissive. Isn't it just so nice that you were born like that, ready to serve? Ready to come home and check my store, just so you don't have to stroke alone, just so you don't have to feel as lonely as you usually do because what woman could love a stroking little gooner? Is your brain even in your head any more? All you are is a cock and a body. You have no meaning. Your meaning is to serve me. Your purpose is to sit in that chair and stroke. Up and down, up and down and take your hand away. I don't want you to have too much pleasure. And you want to hold back because you want to be obedient and you don't want to disappoint your Mistress, do you? No. You don't want to be a disappointment. That's your worst fear. Having someone look you in the eyes and say, 'I'm disappointed in you.' It's not what you want. Especially not from me. You want to make me happy. You want to know that you're serving your Goddess in every way that you can. Stroke up and down. If I was standing in front of you right now do you think I'd be pleased? Do you think I'd like the sight of you stroking in front of me? Your eyes are getting heavy, your body is starting to feel like jelly. You're just stuck, gravity is holding you to the chair and mechanically your hand is going up and down and when I tell you to Stop, you stop. It's hard to take it away, isn't it? And it's just frustrating to be made to deny yourself by a girl on the internet. Stroke up, stroke down, faster, now take your hand away. What do I even want from you? Do you know? Can you remember? Weak boy, your brain isn't even connected any more, your hand is just mechanically stroking. The only brain you have is the one that's on your cock. It's just leading the way, huh? It's controlling your entire body, it's controlling your entire life and that's why I'm here in front of you right now. Because you're being controlled by the thing between your legs. Are you like a boy, you can't control it? It gets hard and you can't make it go soft again. Did you think I was going to let you cum? No, take your hand away and turn the video off.