I want you to feel alone . I want you to feel like there's nowhere to turn . I want you to feel like you have no one . Why? Because desperation leads extreme thinking . Think about your life . Is it worth anything ? Is it salvageable? I know you ask yourself that everyday . Everyday is struggle for you to get out of bed because you see the deterioration of your life . I love that your questioning your existence for me . Why wouldn't i drag you deeper into your own sadness .