You deserve nothing. The women know you are a loser, and they realize you have a small dick, even they have never seen. You are a pathetic loser, you love to be called pathetic loser and this is reflected on your little dick. It's all about vibratiion. You have a little dìck because you feel yourself a loser, but the problem is you love to feel yourself a loser. Therefore you are incurable. The only thing you can do is worshipping the Goddess. Worshipping a woman who will wants you never. Worshipping her pussy, her ass and her tits. But you can not have all this. You can only admire me remaining in front of a screen.