ake a little walk down memory lane with me, back 10 years ago to when I was 18 and first stepped foot into GAINING. Completely unaware that I could ever be turned on by food and getting fatter. Moving in with my first boyfriend, exploring fat fetishes like belly fucking, fattening blowjobs, feeding during sex, and watching my love for being fat grow as my body did. Turning into an SSBBBW has come so naturally to me, because I have always been fat and new and worsening struggles don't seem to bother me much. I'm built different. I love eating, I've always loved eating, and its been apparent my whole life. From sneaking extra food after step-mom went to rest growing up, to hiding dishes under my bed. I truly have found pleasure in gaining. All the signs were there.. My love for food has been there, as long as I can remember, so its easy to see why I am over 600 pounds and so turned on by gaining and being so fat now. Look at me!