You thought all this is just a little fetish of you. You thought its just a little phantasie. You thought you just watch a clip for ten minutes and thats it. Back into your "real" life. No loser. Thats not how this goes. You are born as a loser. You are 24/7 a loser. You change it. No matter how hard you try. Let me give you a little reminder. Look how you and your body is reacting when im calling you a loser and showing you the famous L. Hahahaha you truly a fucking loser