This video was made while doing a live camshow with someone who I felt very sad for.
This video is more of an artistic expression, not a classic solo porn.
I Express here my guilt, for longing to find true pleasure, and met with its sad shortcomings.
Painted here, raw, without time for gentle strokes.
Instead a broad pigment lay splats of anger and frustration on a erotic canvas.
Not long until those strokes fully circle back to a heartache.
COCOROSIE's Werewolf (an Electronic Remix) I feel is a vail of sound over the video. Its loud enough to beg to be heard, but it doesn't completely drown the mumbly conversation I exchange with him, the one I owe for these aches in me.
"I don't mean to close the door but for the record, my heart is sore.
You blew though me like bullet holes-left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul.
I has dreams that brings me sadness, rain much deeper than a river, sorrow blows though me-tiny waves of shivers..."