Sneaking out from my boyfriend to smoke

So, as you know I've been suffering from smoking two packs a day so I am trying to slow down a bit and actually enjoy more smoking and don't struggle with side effects so much (can talk more about it in another video if you want), so I told my boyfriend to help me out in this impossible mission, I've choose an amount of cigarettes to smoke daily and once I complete he has to remember me that I want to smoke less. But I am not dealing really well with this so sometimes I sneak out from him to smoke when he is not around. Like tonight! We got home from date night and he went to take a shower and I went to smoke hehe well he is gonna find out anyway (and he did!) but the rush from sneaking out is satisfactory I must say. This time I decided to record this moment for you, I thought you would like to see me devouring the cigarette, my lungs were really starving and I take multiple pumps, inhale deep, hold the smoke. You can see my satisfaction expressions and how much I am enjoying. I also chat with you about this whole smoking less thing that by the way I am failing miserable at. Btw did you like the dress I am wearing, at the restaurant everyone was looking at me, I wonder why... any clue?