As a model I am usually slim and toned, but I've had a rubbish few of weeks and every night I've binged on junk food, my Achilles heel are crisps and biscuits. That combined with the fact I can't cook and rely on takeaways has caused me to gain weight quickly. I'm on my bed in my underwear showing you my new belly rolls, poking the flesh that hangs over my knickers. I tell you about how naughty I have been and show you my empty pizza boxes and all the junk food I've been scoffing. I just can't help myself I feel so happy when my belly is full to bursting! I can see I have gained weight and I'm all wobbly not toned, I grab at my flesh and shake my three big fat rolls around as I tell you about the changes I've noticed since I started not caring about what I eat. Even my thighs are a bit bigger than they were last month, and I have a fat roll on my ribs when I turn to the side which I did not have last month. I am worried the photographers will notice I am getting chubby quickly, but I can't stop eating! All I think about is food, what to eat next. I tell you some of my scoffing secrets and open up to you about my binges. I can't decide whether to stop now or carry on and eat everything I have always wanted to. Being a model has meant I have to be very careful but this new me doesn't care and is eating everything in sight