In this real-life video, I tell you how much I love to fantasize, and orgasm, over the idea of not being allowed to cum. It's rather ironic, but I do love the idea! So I bring myself to the edge of an orgasm over and over again, guessing whether you'd let me cum or not. And of course, when I eventually *do* cum, it's all the better for the BDSM fantasy. Naturally.