"Orgasms are for real men, not me" That is your new mantra. You don't get to cum anymore. Losers like you don't need orgasms. They get too greedy, too easily addicted to jerking off. So, starting now, you are banned from orgasms. I am going to edge you over and over again until you can't handle it. If you're lucky, you might get a ruin... once a year or so.