Between your personal life failures & perpetual rejection from women, you have a more intimate relationship with shame than pleasure. It’s only natural that you’ve learned to sexualize your depravity - it feels more familiar than any relationship you’ve convinced yourself is real. I know you’ve felt shame, loser, but have you truly swallowed it? Have you felt it drip slowly down the back of your throat before settling deep into your psyche? Wear headphones for best listening experience