Lucid Lavender! This clip is an incredible mesmerize mindfuck! Make sure and read the full description! Babe I'm starting to get frustrated, it's been like weeks since we've had normal sex. I'm so frustrated, it seems like ever since I went to mesmerize show, like I don't know what happened. I wasn't mesmerized myself but it's like he put some kind of spell on me, and now every time I'm around a man... they just turn into this like stroking, gooning zombie and I can't understand what's going on! I just don't know what to do. I'm just getting bored with all these guys just stroking and gooning. I'm like is that what you wanna be? Just a stroking, mindless zombie for me? Because that's not what I want. I don't wanna have this ability to just move my arms and then you're mesmerized, and I don't even know how to control it. I don't know how to make it stop. I don't want you to be this way, I just want to cuddle and be normal. When I hang out with my guy friends, I don't want them to just stroke their dicks and kinda lose themselves, like I don't want to see that. Like I'm just trying to hang out with you, I don't wanna see you stroke your cock like that. Eww gross. I don't wanna see you goon for me. I'm just confused, I make myself available to you, you know I want you, I'm even wearing your favorite outfit. It always made you so horny for me and now look at you. I'm telling you, I want to have sex with you! I want you to throw me on the bed and I want you to fuck me! And you're not even moving! You're just all hazy and mesmerized and gooning in front of me. It's like you can't stop. It's like I'm just turning everyone I know into a trapped gooning zombie. I mean is that what you what you wanna be? Just a trapped submissive slut? And I don't mind doing that to you sometimes but when I want you to fuck me, I want you to fuck me! I don't want you just sitting there stroking your cock! What are we just gonna masturbate all the time from now on? Come fuck me, why are you just sitting there stroking, you're making me sad. Do you want me to move on to somebody who can control themselves? But the thing is, it doesn't seem like anyone can control themselves around me any more. It's like I turn everybody into beta mesmerized little stroking sluts. It's like that's all you are now. I go to one mesmerize camp and I come back and I can't even help myself. You can't even help yourself. I mean I like it sometimes but when I can't even help it?! And they didn't even teach me how to break somebody out of this spell. Here I'll try, 'You're no longer a stroking, submissive gooning slut.' Oh my god that just made you stroke harder! I don't get it. Are you gonna be like this forever? Are you just gonna wanna stroke for me forever now? You're never gonna wanna fuck me anymore? What do I have to do? Maybe if I parade myself in front of you it will break you out of this stroking, gooning spell. How badly do I need to tease you? I want to fuck you, maybe you should do just more than stroke you brains out. I might have to go find somebody stronger than you who can be around me and not be totally mesmerized and gooned out. I don't wanna leave you but if this is all you can do around me and you can't stop yourself, I might just have to add you to my beta collection. And it's growing more and more every day, it's like I can't even help it. Sure it makes me feel powerful and like I'm really good at this, but I miss you. I want you to be able to play with me again. Don't you miss it? Or is this all you wanna be now? You just stroke and stroke and stroke. It's kind of exhausting having this, not knowing how to break people out. Because I want to, for the most part. Maybe that's why I can't. Maybe I can't break you out because I don't really want to. Maybe I kinda like you this way. Maybe it's kinda nice, having you like this. You definitely do more of what I want now as far as like cooking and cleaning and rubbing my feet. And that's all really nice, but, do you want me to go find someone who actually wants to fuck me and doesn't just wanna be a weak little stroking slut? What, do you like when I call you a weak little stroking slut? A beta gooning bitch. It makes your pupils just dilate and your body just starts to twitch. I think I know what I'm going to have to do with you. I didn't want to, I wanted to keep you as my boyfriend, but, if you can't deal with being around me anymore. I think I'm going to have to find someone better and stronger. Someone who isn't so easily mesmerized. Because I want more than this. Don't you wanna be more than this? At least you'll still get to see me whenever I want to make you weak.