Kalahari puts me in a position where he is going to evaluate endurance, resistance to pain and just enjoy the process. He welded my hands tightly behind my back and pulled them up. He also gathered my hair with a rope in a tail and pulled it back. He put a dental gag in my mouth and moved his fingers inside - He knows that it excites me. My helplessness excites him. He prepared me to be whipped. I will dutifully endure whatever he does to me, but damn it, I didn't think the blows would be so strong! First he whipped me with a belt - it was palpable but delicious. The cane caused sharp pain and chilled to the bone. He used the whip to deliver the heaviest blows, although the slaps with his palms were also very painful. My ass was on fire..