Given up vanilla sex... you were not made for vanilla sex... not only are you sexually incompetent, but vanilla sex is not thrilling, destructive or dangerous enough to satisfy your chaotic urges. You are turned on by chaos, by ruin by being controlled beyond your strength. Thats where I come in... My poisonous ways thrill you, excite you... you get your ultimate dopamine hit whenever you send to me... paying is become your sexuality- your sexual purpose, paying me is more blissfully climactic than sex will ever be.. I have corrupted you into a paysexual slave and now you are sexually compelled to send yourself into ruin.
