I'm glad you've come in today to discuss your fetishes. Now I don't believe you're struggling, in fact, I think in your world you're thriving. I am an expert in the field of submission, sissyfication of men, diaper lovers, etc. You've sent a lot of information over email but I want you to think of this session as your time to confess and get a better understanding of how you operate in this world. Let's discuss when you were younger. You disclosed that you would anger your babysitter and she would spank you. I'm wondering, did you feel any sexual arousal when she spanked you? I think you may have been. It would make sense why you feel pleasure from being spanked now. During high school, when puberty should have started, your penis stayed small, correct? Even before the estrogen supplements. I will tell you that most of my clients who seek advice in this field, are born with small penises, and essentially were born to be sissys. It's best if you accept this part of your life and adapt. Accept your role as a sissy and a beta male. Let's continue...