I've come to the only logical medical explanation for your issues. You are not a boy. You are a FEMBOY. Do you know what this means? It means that you need to be used and fucked at all times. Your mouth and ass need to be filled with cock. I am going to train you to suck this nice dick for me. Your ass is also going to have a big plug in it. Don't try to hide how much you are enjoying this. Let your masculinity slip away. Accept that you are a little femboy slut. The deeper this cock goes in your mouth, the harder you can feel yourself about to cum. Let it happen whore! You are about to have your first femboy orgasm!