When your case was referred to me by my male colleague, I have to admit that I had to do some research to be able to properly help you. One of the things that I do differently is that I take a very honest approach. Sometimes it is best to face the facts head on. I know that it might not see very ethical or professional, but it's how I work best.
My colleague referred your case to me because he said he wasn't able to picture himself in these situations, to be seen as pathetic or weak as you do.
You wanted to stop this addiction to femdom and live a normal life. You thought you could jerk off to these women making you feel this way and still be seen as just a regular person. You started to realize that you couldn't get hard, you couldn't cum without femdom. Now you want out.
It almost seems like it's not a good thing to have me sitting here in front of you pointing out all of your issues, isn't this pretty much the same thing you're addicted to? Maybe it is time that you face the facts....there's no cure for someone like you. You're always going to be addicted and that's it