I'm nervous that getting this fat is ruining my body. People keep saying I am and I'm worried about it. You don't think we're ruining me do you? You like that I've gotten this much fatter and all that comes with it right? The changes to my body are so significant now. I'm not sure there's a way I could go back. I think I'm at the point of no return, but you don't think I'm ruined, do you???