I got the guts to go to an actual Beach store and Try on Swimwear. I felt SEXY, but NOT confident enough to wear these out in Public. I show the c/s scare and everything.
I have the Typical overweight Mommy C-Section Tummy ... My Weight is so YO-YO ... One day, I would like to be able to get a Panniculectomy, and Tubal Reversal, both considered Cosmetic Surgery, Not covered under Insurance (Sad Face) to reverse this Weight gain and Hormone imbalance.
My Goal is to get to 200 even, once I can maintain 200 for a year, donate the skin they remove to burn Victims. So I Guess being a Sporty overweight BBW isn't too Bad? However Some guys (small percent) Like this Jelly Belly, Right?
I work in the Healthcare field, and paying for insurance takes a GOOD chunk for my Paycheck, yet can't use it for things I actually want and do. I'll be Happy when there is Universal Healthcare for all, and I can use what I pay in towards things I want, need.
Thats my Rant.
Love and Namaste