It seems that nature wasn't particularly generous when it came to your physical attributes. When you compare yourself to the images you see in porn, you might feel like you come up short. Perhaps you've even been the subject of mockery because of your size, leading to a peculiar desire - to be belittled and ridiculed for something that you have no control over. Despite your expectations, that's not what I'm going to indulge in. I am indifferent to your size; it holds no relevance in My eyes. What truly matters to Me is how you've allowed these external factors to influence your perception of yourself, to the extent that you now compensate women to cater to your insecurities and past traumas. The truly pitiful aspect of this situation isn't your physical shortcomings, but how you've allowed the opinions of others and societal standards, propagated by mass media, to affect you so deeply. It's concerning how you've succumbed to these pressures to such an extent that it feels like you're past the point of return.
