Your dick is inappropriately small. Do you know what that means? That means first you have to first of all apologize for its existence. Second you have to keep it away from any women forever. It should not be presented in any form. Even if rejection turns you on, you should keep it hidden. Nobody has to see it. You can only rub it with two fingers when you watching some porn or when you get excised hearing mean bratty girls humiliating you. This probably gets you going even more then porn. Verbal humiliation, sissyfication and cuckolding is your only porn you should commit yourself to watch. Femdom and servitude is your only way of interaction with women. You have to repeat your small dick mantras daily and be grateful that sometimes you can be useful at least a little bit.