I really find it funny how your mind is still able to create scenarios with happy endings when look at how basically pathetic you are- you've spent a lifetime believing perhaps one day you'll manage to get ahold of pussy, that you'll explore the realms of pleasure and soak into lust when basically it's almost been forever since you are a virgin and a ridiculous loser. It's time for that cold shower so that you can become aware once and for good you are stuck with virginity and humiliation forever, loser boy!