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I let you know my ex wants to meet for coffee and that I'm going to go. I start reassuring you that I don't want him anymore and describe how everything with him was physical and how amazing sex with him is while telling you I like how simple things are with you. I let you know that I don't want a masculine strong man and settling with you is perfectly fine with me. I leave to go and have coffee with him and then return with my hair and makeup messed up. I make up a lie about why I look a mess after clearly having sex with my ex.