You've always been jealous of BBC because of how much girls seem to want it more than cocks that look like yours. Girls just seem to be soooo much more pleasured when they're getting fucked by BBC. Your jealousy was so strong but now its changed - its changed from jealousy to admiration. You are just fond of them now... to the point that you want to know what all the fuss is all about. Your jealousy turned into admiration and that admiration has turned into .... cravings... You crave that BBC in your mouth and inside you...