This is your chance to purchase the audio version of my memoir, Playing To Lose, narrated by me and recorded in a professional studio. It's available on Amazon, Audible, Apple Music etc, but I wanted you to be able to also buy it here, since this is where people normally support me by buying my work. Here's the synopsis:- "In this bold and intimate memoir Ariel Anderssen charts her journey from a strict ********* upbringing as a Jehovah’s Witness to her current position as one of the most widely recognised BDSM performers in the world. Her route between the two includes an episode of time as a wretchedly miserable, teenage political activist, a phase touring with a Christian theatre group, and accidentally discovering a talent for posing for art nude photography. This surprising and unconventional career path led her to a life-altering introduction to BDSM-themed erotic artwork and a whole world she never imagined existing. This is a book about BDSM, and about sexuality, but most of all it is about one woman’s struggle for self-acceptance and the rewards that come from confronting who you are with honesty and compassion." TRIGGER WARNING: this book contains descriptions of sexual aggression that some readers may find upsetting 'In Playing to Lose, Ariel Anderssen creates an erudite and witty insight into the world of BDSM modelling, but more than that, it is a deeply felt exploration of freedom: what it takes to be free, and what it looks like' Ali Millar, author of The Last Days
