No nudity, just raw, real conversation.In this special episode of Awkward Pillow Talk, I sit down with my husband Jason to talk about the moment I first opened our marriage in front of the camera, my very first time being shared as a hotwife. We dive into how it felt, why we did it, and how it changed everything. I get honest about the nerves, the excitement, and the deep trust it took to step into the hotwife lifestyle, and not just in real life, but on film. Jason shares how he directed the scene, why he stays in control, and how we keep our marriage strong while sharing me with others. We also talk about: Why sexual education matters, the history of sexuality in media, the challenges women face in the adult industry, how communication and consent shape every shoot. This is more than a podcast, it’s a behind the scenes look at the mind, heart, and marriage behind the Milf, Hotwife, Freeuse content you love. FREE, because some stories need to be heard podcast, hotwife, swingers, awkwardpillowtalk, awkward, firsttime, milf, dilf, stagvixen, relationshiptalk, sexualhealth, married, ethicalnonmonogamy, kinkfriendly, femaledominated, openmarriage, HotwifePodcast, AwkwardPillowTalk, FirstTimeHotwife, SwingerCouple, EthicalNonMonogamy, MilfConfessions, MarriedAndShared, SwingerLife, OpenMarriage, StephanieClass