Well I hope you've come to terms with your recent diagnosis. You know the one proclaiming that you are not a man anymore- not a real one anyway. A little beta like you, you counted down the days to locktober to have an excuse to indulge in all your beta boy fantasies, you never realized it would so quickly become your permanent reality. unlock if you want, but the damage is done, you're a chastity slave now and always will be. Never going to be able to call yourself a real man again. You've got no other option other than to embrace it, really.